By webmaster | March 20, 2010
I met what I thought was a lovely guy. He loved me (and he did love me I still believe) and we had the most amazing time together. After a few months together he asked me if I would like to go to America with him for a month. I was so excited and he told me he would be booking the tickets.My mum was so excited about me going and I was happy for her because I had never been abroad. I kept telling her I would be going places but never went so this time it was really happening. We were supposed to be going to Rome aswell. My mind was filled with happiness. I had planned to do so much with him such as go to the west end,sky diving etc but the thing I loved most was going to his place and just cuddling up in front of the tv. I had an abortion without telling him and despite being initially hurt he supported me and was there for me. He told me he loved me and his friends all told me he did. However I cheated on him. I felt something was missing and wasn't happy.He was always telling me I was ugly and he made me feel bad. I was seduced it was not pre meditated but still was not acceptable and I admitted it to him. He said he forgave me but I think the truth is he changed inside. He would physically hurt me and find it funny and even once slapped me hard across the face. I ended the relationship. However now I feel so sad. I am glad he is gone as he made me feel like **** but I am desperately sad to believe all the things we were to do together will not be happening like America and Rome. Also he has 350 pounds worth of my stuff that he refuses to give back. How do I stop myself feeling like this? No one should abuse another person, physically or verbally. But it sounds like you did your fair share to hurt him too. To answer your question: Time. The sadness will fade. you two deserve each otherLet me get this straight: you had an abortion without telling him, then cheated on him, and HE'S the jerk, I don't condone hitting a woman, but you asked for it. You got what you deserved. And don't give me this "I was seduced" garbage; cheating is cheating. You got what you had coming to you.The guy is bad news and you are much better without him in your life. I do however feel sad that you had an abortion. If things were so bad that you had an abortion, that is reason enough to be gone. A baby with the guy you love is an extension of that love and if your relationship were a good one, you wouldn't have felt the need for an abortion. You can still go to America and Rome without him. There are tour groups you could sign up for or just go with a friend, or maybe your mom would like to go with you. That man was not the kind of person you should have a serious relationship with. You were abused by him and you are worth more than to take on someone like that. Forget the stuff. Stuff can be replaced but your life and health cannot. You did the right thing by getting away from him, I say sign up for a tour and you could come to America. You could also go to Rome and see all the great sites there. Forget him! You still have a life to live.if you really love someone you would not cheat on themgosh your a waste...Just put it down to unfortunate experience, and move on.well would you like to go to america/rome whilst being abused? NO.
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